Better Tequilla
So after watching the first season and starting the second season of Grey's Anatomy, I've come to the conclusion that Meredith needs a better bottle of tequilla. Yes, I understand I'm talking about a fictional character, but I also understand her emotions and the girl really needs a better bottle of tequilla.
She's been drinking the bottom of the line Jose Cuervo, (yes it's sad that I can see the back of the bottle of tequilla and know what kind it is) but I'm serious. It's embarassing and just about awful to have that kind of emotions attached to anything. According to a very unscientific poll, I'm most like Cristiana. I really hate emotions. They piss me off when I have them. They piss me off to have to deal with them. It pisses me off when I cry which makes me cry even more. Let me tell you, not a pretty sight. A very few select people have seen me that upset/angry. Hannie~ I'm sorry that you've had to see that side of me, but you handled it well.
Right now it seems like everyone in my congregation is trying to marry me off... including my pastors. It drives me nuts because I think deep down inside that I really do want to be married. Now I know that it's completely normal to have those feelings, it's another thing to wish you didn't have those feelings and to hide behind the idea that you are strong enough not to really want that. It means being vulnerable, which anyone who knows me knows there is nothing I hate more than being vulnerable.
Hannah has started this wedding poll, and it's fun and funny. And some how I've managed to be at the top of most lists... actually including mine, and so did Julianna. And I think that I can say, you've got the two girls most likely to deny any emotions at the very top of the list. How that happened I'm not that sure.
But I do know this. I need a bigger and better bottle of tequilla. So, if anyone is heading out... I'd really like to have a bottle of patron silver, a shaker of salt, and a couple of limes.
;-)
She's been drinking the bottom of the line Jose Cuervo, (yes it's sad that I can see the back of the bottle of tequilla and know what kind it is) but I'm serious. It's embarassing and just about awful to have that kind of emotions attached to anything. According to a very unscientific poll, I'm most like Cristiana. I really hate emotions. They piss me off when I have them. They piss me off to have to deal with them. It pisses me off when I cry which makes me cry even more. Let me tell you, not a pretty sight. A very few select people have seen me that upset/angry. Hannie~ I'm sorry that you've had to see that side of me, but you handled it well.
Right now it seems like everyone in my congregation is trying to marry me off... including my pastors. It drives me nuts because I think deep down inside that I really do want to be married. Now I know that it's completely normal to have those feelings, it's another thing to wish you didn't have those feelings and to hide behind the idea that you are strong enough not to really want that. It means being vulnerable, which anyone who knows me knows there is nothing I hate more than being vulnerable.
Hannah has started this wedding poll, and it's fun and funny. And some how I've managed to be at the top of most lists... actually including mine, and so did Julianna. And I think that I can say, you've got the two girls most likely to deny any emotions at the very top of the list. How that happened I'm not that sure.
But I do know this. I need a bigger and better bottle of tequilla. So, if anyone is heading out... I'd really like to have a bottle of patron silver, a shaker of salt, and a couple of limes.
;-)
posted by Kristy Laughed @ 8:21 PM
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